January 30, 2009


so hari ni entry tak tau nak ckp apa...yeah, some of my frens dah bising bila nak letak entry barul..sorri guys, lately keja mcm melambak sikit...but still sempat buat2 benda2 mengarut lagi...contohnya-shopping, shopping, shopping, shopping, makan2 dan gym...hehehehe. life must be balance rite? ahaahhaa

so nak habaq mai, pagi tadi pegilah interview, utk apply jadi FLOOR ENGINEER. surprisingly...they liked me...ecehhhhhh perasan lah pulak, so now ptg tadi waktu bershopping2 dgn kak malia dan abg edwin kat town...diaorg called, habaq mai, i dapat keja part time FLOOR ENGINEER. tgk tu capital letter ok...hehehe proud gile nie nak sarung uniform FLOOR ENGINEER...benefits byk tu...paling best, dpt staff ID card, and I can use bus services in campus for FREE. F to the R to the double E!!! yeayyyy...so tak perlu lah jalan kaki jauh2 keliling kampus yg sebesau bandau melaka tu...(menipu sgt kan) suka exaggerate...ahahaha

and yang paling best tu...I will ENGINEER the FLOOR kat swimming pool!!! yeayyyyy babbbbbbbbeeee...bring it on!!! hahaaa..Astaghfirullah Al Azim, setiap pagilah aku melakukan dosa, melihat benda2 yg kalau sekali tgk takper...byk kali tgk dah jatuh hukum lain...so i think a good tips is, sekali i dah terpandang "benda" tu...jgn kelip2 kan mata. ahahahaha...notti boy!!!

alhamdulillah, rezeki namanya...oh Abg Edwin pon dapat juga...seronok sgt kami tadi...tu yg terus shopping tu...I beli sweater, t-shirt satu kat primark satu lagi kat NEXT and then beli few things for somebody...ehehehe...

gambar nak tgk ker? kalau nak korang bagitau lah.......ehehehe

till then,

January 21, 2009


Theres so much life Ive left to live
And this fires burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
Im in love with you

cause Id surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it to
Wed make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
Id make you give them all to me
Id hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I cant survive
Another night away from you
Youre the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, theres no better time
From this fear I will break free
And Ill live again with love
And no the they cant take that away from me
And they will see...

cause Id surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
Wed make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
Id make you give them all to me
Id hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every nights getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, babe
Ill swallow my pride and Ill be alive
Did you hear my call
I surrender all

cause Id surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
Wed make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
Id make you give them all to me
Id hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
Ill break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

By Celine Dion...

January 15, 2009


Just now I've asked Kak Anne to drive me to anywhere...just bring me anywhere,coz I need to relax my mind after had a Pre-Permanently Head Damaged...PhD is sucks...nobody should take it...huhuhuhu..it makes me want to puke..it is sooooooo ruthless!!! and it diverted my life from happiness to misery....huhuhu...so i need a therapy and I've just had it just now...kak anne drove me to leicester and I've did my shopping. bought a bag and a sweater...sweater cost me GBP 40 and the bag cost me GBP 22...sounds like nuts rite!!!...but who cares!!! am pre-head damaged!!!. huhuhuu

then kak anne brought me to ASDA..i;ve bought few types of fruits (white grapes, oranges and apples) all are lovely damn sweeet..the white grapes are crunchy, the oranges are sweety and the apples....not yet try. hehehe...and then bought a DR.OETKER Mango,Papaya and Passion Fruit Yogurt and it is sooooooo YUMMMMMMMYYY!!! love it love it love it!!!...i can have that all day...

afterwards...we had our buffet dinner at Al-Masyrik...an Arabian Cuisine restaurant...i think...the interiors are fabulous...the serves are splendid...and the price is bloody cheap.....ehheehe just GBP 7.99...unfortunately, forgot to bring a camera, so no pictures of the restaurant...

but i have pictures for the stuffs I've bought...

*I will be in cambridge tomorrow again till sunday...i know u guys gonna miss me...XOXO...gossip Afizan. ahahahaa

tag by Ain

I've been tagged by my "future sister in law". hehehe...she is so sweeeeettt..patutlah uteh tergila bayang...hehhee...she helped me alot, especially with getting me a downloaded song.hehehe, so as an entry today, i would like to dedicate this tag to her...Miss Ain...

My 35 Secrets .

Be honest no matter what!

1.Who was your last text from?
--> kak anne- "akak tunggu kat dpn sir david davies" we are going to do shopping as i need to do my therapy after had a pre-Permanently Head Damaged (PhD)

2. Where was your default picture taken?
--> my own house...

3. Your relationship status?
--> in a relationship..

4. Have you ever lost a close friend?
--> not yet. he still my best fren

5. What is your current mood?
--> clueless...sad...happy...disgust...anxious...mixed feelings...hehehe

6. What's your sister's name?
--> hartini

7. What's your favorite color(s)?
--> black,red,purple(light is more preferrable)

8. With whom do you wish you were right now?
--> my family and my mate

9. Have a crazy side?
--> yes..

10. Ever had a near death experience?
--> yes

11. Something you do a lot?
--> watching movies and reading (yeahhhh u are rite)

12. Angry at anyone?
--> yes

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
--> if suddenly the mood has been spoilt

14. When was the last time you cried?
--> just 2 minutes ago...(coz listening to the song in Ain's blog)

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
--> yes!!!

16. Love your Boyfriend?
--> hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
--> my mom...(but bukan phone pon lah...internet free call..leh kira ker?)

18. What are your favorite songs?
--> fall 4 u by secondhand serenade.this song make me cry all the time...so i prefer to listen to PCD- I hate this part right here...(just like the song not the lyric)

19. What are you doing right now?
--> doing this tag

20. Who do you trust right now?
--> my mom and dad

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
--> from next outlet

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
--> yes...(jeng jeng jeng....)

23. What is your lucky number?
--> all numbers are my lucky number, but i like number 8!!! it is my month of birth

24. Who are your friends that are closest to you?
--> leslie moore and kadir jailani

25. Describe your life in one word?
--> simple...

26. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
--> yurkssss!!! no

27. Who are you thinking of right now?
--> my tutttttttt and my family

28. What should you be doing right now?
--> sleeping

29. If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
--> can i wish to get a 5 series BMW car?

30. What did you hear now?
--> a noise from my housemate's TV downstair

31. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
--> my mate...

32. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
--> nobody...nobody dare to do that to me!!!

33. Do you act differently around the person you like?
--> not really...coz am not hipocrite...

34. What is your natural hair color?
--> dark brown

35. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
--> my mate...

arghhhhhhhhh at last done!!!

January 10, 2009


1) woke up this morning, snowed again outside...this time heavier than last time
2) went to meeting. MML (masyarakat melayu loughborough) meeting at 10am
3) tahlil at abg adam's house at 12pm
4) reached home by 3pm
5) jogging at 4.30m pm
6) went for gym by 5pm
7) reached abg harris's house by 6.15pm
8) special dinner at ed's house at 7pm
9) reached room by 9.30pm
10) writing blog by now...

huhuhuhu...tired and exhausted are the only two words can describe me now...

tomorrow, plan to do my laundry and stay home for rest and will hit the gym again...wish me luck then. huhuhuhu...

January 9, 2009



Rindu pada...emak
Rindu pada...abah
Rindu pada...angah
Rindu pada...uda
Rindu pada...uteh
Rindu pada...adik
Rindu pada...nenek
Rindu pada...mak uteh
Rindu pada...kawan2
Rindu pada...Malaysia...

January 7, 2009


wowww...again, i've experienced snow in UK. it wasn't that heavily snow, but most of the roads are snowed under...and it made the path so slippery.

coz am kinda bizzare with this kind of nature, even it wasn't my first, but still...i love to share this with my readers...especially to my family, emak, abah, angah, uda, uteh and adik...

my landlord reckoned that the heavy snow will come by next week...huhuhuhu, even now the temperature is under negative...i can't imagine what negative number it will be during heavily snow days...

January 3, 2009

entry makan lagi...

But this time i just wanted to share u about my wonderful eating fruits moment...u wanna where?

it was in front of royal albert hall...near to hyde park...azri bought us a box of red fresh strawberry and juicy white grape...ohhh it's so wonderfull eating the fruits till i can feel like all my tactile seems sooooooo turn on...ahahaha...

when azri was about to buy the fruits i was so reckoned that the fruits got botox or collagen...ehehehe (coz they looks soooo firm and colored) but when one by one of the fruits get into my mouth...i can tell u...even durian can't beat the sweetiness of the fruits...

yeahh i know...the pictures look alike we are sooo with defeatist attitude, eating like in hell infront of the hall...where at that time tourist are busy capturing photos...and we are middling their scenes...but what the hell who cares...the air was so chilled, the ambience was so nice...and the fruits were soooooo perfect to be eaten....

u don't believe ahh? ok let's see the pictures...

mee maggi sedap dimakan cepat dimasak...

hari nie nak buat entry mee maggi lah...

sepatutnya dah tekad takmo makan malam...sbb siang tadi dah jogging pegi rumah kak anne, then pegi bandar then pegi rumah kak anne semula then balik rumah...so ingatkan takmo lah sia2kan usaha gigih itu...tup tup...nafsu shim ya tha alif nun ku tidak mampu menahan kuasa maggi ...

tapi maggi bukan sebarang maggi...maggi datang dari india...hehhe

kalau maggi kat malaysia 5 minit kena tunggu masak, maggi india 2 minit jer korang...tak caya? nanti tgk gambar kat atas tu...

nak pendekkan cerita maggi india tu i amik maggi flavor chatpata...i pon tak tau chatpata tu apa...tapi tgk pic package dia mcm byk jer sayur2...so i thought maggi sayur2 sayuran lah kot...hehehe

but don't worry, i beli maggi tu kat kedai halal...so kalau ada ayam or dagingpon kira daging yang halal...