January 4, 2010

a friend is a mirror of your own...

pernah tak korang terasa, bila korang menolong kawan korang, tapi apa yang korang buat rs mcm sia-sia? if you do, boleh tak korang tell me, what term should i refer to this kinda so-called "kawan"?

selama hidup hampir 3 dekad ni, i've found many types of people, meeting different kind of friends, and knowing variety colors of attitude. recently, terdetik untuk berbicara tentang maksud berkawan@bersahabat@berteman in my own version of dictionary.

dulu waktu sekolah, I was not really approachable. I'm a kinda person yg selective dalam berkawan. even ramai yang cuba rapat, even waktu darjah enam dulu,cikgu darjah juga cuba untuk menjadi my friend. masih ingat lagi Cikgu Sabarudin. Baik orang nya. Caring dan sangat garang. waktu kat sekolah dialah cikgu paling popular, tak tahu kenapa, even kami berbeza umur, berbeza pangkat, tapi kami boleh jer berkawan. Kami selalu spent masa petang2 bersama dengan Ustaz Suhaimi dan Cikgu Tarmugi. Practiced untuk pertandingan tahfiz dan syarahan. And at one place, Cikgu Sabarudin sampai sanggup jumpa mak dgn abah, nak bawa saya pergi memancing kat Sungai Muar dan ponteng sekolah agama hari tu. Back to the question...how can on earth he can be my friend?

last two days, i've called my mom, reported to her, how a friend of mine, who i thought is really close to me and my family, can easily ripped my heart by neglecting us, me especially. jawapan mak senang jer "lupakan aja dia". but that's not easy for me to do. coz it is not easy for me to accept one...so it will also not easy for me to demolish one too. but i will take what mom said in a positive way, from now on, choose ure friend carefully.

kawan for me not necessary to have similar interest, similar hobby or similar career. coz if semua sama, how can u taste different flavour of life? rite?

i have my own dictionary of friend.

a) can make me laugh- i dont really like a dull,plain friend. a person who only has black and white in life.

b) can support me in anyway- am not perfect. banyak kelemahan...so i need a friend who can always tell me what to do, or at least give me options to choose. paling pantang...i hate if people judge me before knowing me. coz i hate judgemental people.

c) honest and tahu menghargai- menipu dan jujur adalah two words with a very close definition. i hate to have a friend who wants to be my friend because just want to use me. dulu waktu di university, selalu happened, my car jadi taxi. nak beli barang used my car, nak pegi jusco, used my car. actually tak kisah pon sgt, cuma kdg2 rs meluat bila saya berjasa tapi tak dihargai.

d) yang tidak syok sendiri- bosan bila berjalan dgn org yg perasan diva or SS nie.used to have a friend, yang kononnya tahu semua benda...and when i've found out fact yg dia ckp was just a piece of shit, terus merah padam muka. simple...if u want to walk with me if i ask u something, and u dont know the answer...just say big N and O. tak pyh berlagak mcm Professor dari Imperial College...opsssssss.

e) matured- tak suka sangat berkawan dengan orang perangai macam hadek-hadek. trying so hard to get, yet sanggup jatuhkan maruah sendiri.pleaseeeeeeee to get on stage dear, u have to gain your own crown. suka berkawan dengan orang yang sebaya or tua sedikit from me. because I can learn many things. but dont worry I still have friends yang more younger than I am. as I've said, as long as you can make me laugh...honestly laugh, i am more than happi to be your friend or brother perhaps.

simple right? so from now on...i will be more carefull to select a friend of mine. so far i've found a few of wonderful friends here. Geng Korek2, geng Kapak(asal korang diam jer semua?), geng pantun TM, geng Baling selipar...you guys rockkkkk.

tip to know whether u are my friend or not- if we meet or chat or talk together, and u can make me bloody murder laughing...then u have passed my prior requirement.

recently...i've met a new friend. very nice, supportive and sangat comeyyyyy...here is the picture of her. her name is Zara Adriana. she never makes me feel annoy or mad. instead, she always makes me feel happy and good. Uncle loves u Zara, and of course Uncle loves Syahmi too...I wish to go back home soon to see you Syahmi.



* selamat hari lahir abg dino and kak maz...selamat hari lahir in advance to kak fara juga. and selamat hari lahir to min juga. my januarian friends. selamat hari lahir to abg rizal harun too. love u all.

2 comments:

  1. sometimes, we cant expect the unexpected things will happen in our life..:)

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